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Wednesday, October 6th, 2010
2:01 am - a post on somewhat non auspicious occassions
In the past few months two people close to me have passed away (or at least one is nearly there, I really hope he somehow miraculously comes back to us).  OK. So death is a fact of life.  But the way it happened for both just didn't seem fair.  And maybe that's how a lot of deaths are.  Or maybe the sense of a 'fair' death is a recent concept that we've built because we're so darn good at staying alive and healthy; and that we invest so much time and energy into ourselves that to die prematurely or 'unfairly' seems...well...unfair...and kinda a waste.

Stephen pitcarin---geez...just got to meet up with him after like a 6 year hiatus from exeter till this year.  I only wish I had offered him a ride or at least let him know I had a car.  Then he wouldn't have made the decision to walk from penn station back home late a night...and he wouldn't have run into the looneys who robbed and then stabbed him.  Freakin a.  the guy had such potential in his life.  He just wanted to go to med school.  He was so unfairly removed from this world.

It almost makes you feel so vulnerable, despite the fact that we don't worry about death at all these days in this society that is the US of A.  It's almost as if it could happen at any time, and that it's completely beyond your control.

Just last month I met with Bishop and had a great dinner with him and chatted about things in life. He was so happy. He was so vital.  He was really enjoying himself and I'm happy that I took the time to see him---not knowing it might have been the last time I could enjoy his subtle satire and honest opinions. Gosh. He lived a great life but there was so much left to live.

Why do good people like this have to die prematurely while tons of craptastic people still roam the earth? Its that sense of justice that we have; but fate doesn't see justice; fate just does stuff, without your input. 

It just makes you wanna cherish what you have at every moment.

imma peace out now. tis late.

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Thursday, August 13th, 2009
12:53 am - Cross-Country Roadtrip Day 10 (8/12)
Day 10: SD (Sioux Fals) thru MN to WI (Milwaukee)

got up around 7:30a. had a light breakfast (just a bagel with cream cheese for me) at the sleep inn and then we packed up and left for milwaukee around 9a.  What a long, boring drive. Well, I guess it wasn't that bad. It was cool to see the fields and fields of corn as we embarked on our 500 mile journey out of south dakota, straight across minnesota and into wisconsin. The landscape definitely changed from state to state--firstly, sioux falls was the first humid area we had been in all trip long.  So humid that we experienced 40minutes of dense fog as we traveled out of south dakota and into minnesota. Like really dense. Like 10-20ft visibility dense. Slowly it drifted away and we were left with lush green plains.  Lunch was a quick stop at quiznos somewhere in the middle of minnesota. A large beef dip sandwich for me and some sammie's for tony.  We probably could have sailed across this state and wisconsin a bit faster, but we were afraid of getting a ticket, so we drove mostly the speed limit (+5mph max).  We got into milwaukee around 5p and were met up with pretty heavy traffic as we made our way to the hotel.  We quickly dropped our stuff off and then made our way back out to Miller Field for the Brewers game against the Padres. It was funny to think that we were the only car with a CA license plate, but that we weren't even Padres fans anyway. I don't think anyone gave us any odd looks as we pulled into the traffic to get into the parking lots.  At least, no one threw things or honked.  I'm sure if we were on Boston with NY plates and Yankee paraphernelia, things might have been a bit different. The game was pretty entertaining, the Padres ended up winning 6-5.  Dinner was typical ballpark food: italian sausage for tony, polish sausage for me; miller high life for tony; mike's hard lemonade for me; and then some mixed candied nuts and some sausage sliders. You see, Miller park is known for its sausages and the running of the sausages, which occured in the middle of the 6th inning (the chorizo won today).  After the baseball game, we just head back to the hotel, washed up, and prepared for our even longer drive tom'w: 550mi+ to the outskirts of pittsburgh. Boy, that's going to be an even more boring drive. On the bright side, tony might have enough data service from t-mobile for us to Pandora it up from his blackberry. Now that's cool stuff.

current mood: my butt hurts

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Tuesday, August 11th, 2009
11:27 pm - Cross-Country Roadtrip Day 9 (8/11)
Day 9: SD (Hill, Mt Rushmore area) to SD (Sioux Falls, pitstop)

day started around 7a, so it was an early day. We wanted to get to mt rushmore to see the morning sun on the mountain. We grabbed a quick complimentary comfort inn breakfast; they had waffle machines! like, the same ones that EVK had at USC. We arrived at mt rushmore around 8a and paid our parking fee (10 bucks; national parks pass doesn't cover that and doesn't apply for this national monument). Then we made our way up to mt rushmore. Quite a sight. Though we actually expected it to be bigger than it actually looked. It was impressive, but I suppose we always thought it would be even larger than life than it was. A quick walk around the park area led us to the final mock-up of the mountain in the sculptor's exhibit. Apparently Washington was supposed to have a full jacked and some hands; jefferson was to have a hand; lincoln was supposed to also have a jacket and have his hands on his lapels as if he had just popped his collar (and yes, his collar was popped, because lincoln is baller like that). Sadly, poor teddy roosevelt got quite shafted. Even in the more grandiose mockup. All he gets is his face--and not even his hair; maybe a bit of a cute optical illusion to get his glasses to look as if they're there, but other than that, no other features--instead, he gets the stand for the cable service car stuck on his head. Oh well.  thank goodness we got to the park early. Got some good pictures AND beat the crowd.  (and why did they abandon the more ambitious sculpture? because there were issues with the rock. The existing structure already had significant modifications--jefferson's head was supposed to be to the left of washington's, but they ran out of rock; then jefferson was to be put to the right of washington, but there was a big crack in the granite, so his head had to be rotated.  There was also supposed to be some engraved text where lincoln's head is right now, but they ditched that idea. there's also apparently a vault inside the mountain as well.) After this, we made our way to Badlands national park.  Our first stop before getting to the park was lunch (just some gas station food--a tough buffalo dog for me and a sausage biscuit sandwich to tony) and then the minuteman missile visitor center. So apparently, during the cold war the US stockpiled a bunch of ICBM's (intercontinental ballistic missiles--nuclear armed) in the states like south dakota, wyoming, etc. These things can hit Russia in about 30mins. The minuteman missiles in south dakota have been decomissioned, but there are still sites in other states nearby that have live missiles. A random fact: the station operators had to wear seatbelts on their secured chairs such that if a missile hit nearby, they wouldn't be knocked out of their seats and could still send a retaliatory missile to whomever fired upon them. After this pitstop, we went to badlands national park. It's like a mini bryce/grand canyon! everything is still really dramatic in terms of canyons and slopes, except that everything is only a couple hundred feet high at most as opposed to thousands of feet high. It was hot. It was dry. We only did a couple small hikes (<1mi) and called it a day. We then made our way clear across south dakota to sioux falls--a long 300+mi drive.  Got into sioux falls around 6 or 7p, then had panera for dinner, and then chillaxed back at the hotel. tom'w is a long haul drive (like 500mi) to milwaukee for a brewers game.

current mood: calm

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1:33 am - Cross-Country Roadtrip Day 8 (8/10)
Day 8: CO (Denver) thru WY to SD (Hill, Mt Rushmore area)
 
woke up at around 8p, breakfast was included, which was nice, and so we had that and were out of the door by about 9a.  We then made our way out of denver to the rocky mountains national park via the twin peaks scenic route (so we had to pass through boulder colorado first).  Rocky mountains are quite rocky indeed; plenty of pine trees and the like. Definitely a lot more lush and green than Utah and Arizona and Nevada.  But apparently this is abnormal for this time of year; normally it should be brown.  Since the scenic route was rather slow, we didn't get to the fall river vistor center until like 12p (accidentally took 34 instead of 36). Had a lunch at the visitor center restaurant (tony had a shrimp wrap and I had a salmon burger, both with delicious sweet potato fries). We then made our way into the park and to the fern lake trailhead.  We hiked the ~3.7mi one way trail up to fern falls--it was a nice little waterfall, complete with an obese chipmunk.  Then walked back to the car and headed off for south dakota.  Drove through wyoming, past cheyenne and into south dakota.  Holy crap there are way too many bugs in wyoming. After about 5 mins, the entire windshield was full of splattered arthropods.  Unfortunatly, we were also struck with a rock or hard object of some sort on the lower left corner (drive side) of the windshield, which created a small, round crack.  Very uncool.  The wyoming landscape is quite different from the rocky mountain landscape. No more mountainous highways, pine trees, quaint little creeks that follow the roadway and have people kayaking on them.  Instead, it's just bunch of rolling hills and grazing livestock.  Feels like the plains, but not quite as flat. Still, those damn bugs! Sunset over wyoming is quite nice though. Wow, finally updating this thing in real time. So we're still going through wyoming on our way to newcastle and then east to south dakota.  The road is really boring; it's completely straight and it's just pasture to the left and to the right.  The night sky is amazingly beautiful. You can see the milky way! If only this camry didn't have such bright interior HUD lights.  And strangely there's no moon, so you can really make out the stars really well.  And and, I saw a shooting star! A really amazing and long one. Caught me completely by surprise. So excuse me while I admire the night sky some more. Current music: the Wicked soundtrack.
 
While stargazing, I was annoyed by the fact that there seemed to be some light pollution coming up on the horizon.  It was only until I saw some faint, orangy-yellow dome-like structure in the distance that I realized the origin of this light pollution: the moon.  This would explain the absence of moon in my previous observations.  The moon had not risin yet.  It was about 9:50p when I first spotted the moon rising.  And yes, it was polluting away my beautiful night sky. Darn moon! It's not a full moon--we had that a week ago; more like 3/4.  At least when we started heading east, the moon shifted to the left of the car (north) and so I could still enjoy the milky way from the passenger side. The night sky is truly beautiful when there's no light pollution and you have plenty of time to view something that we seldom notice, but that happens every day: the moon rise. It's like the sun rise, only less colorful and easier to stare at.  It still fills the world with light.  If I were a nocturnal animal, perhaps I'd treat the moonrise as such a beautiful event as we day-dwellers regard the sunrise.  And maybe there's some nocturnal equivalent of the wonderous colors we enjoy in our sunrises.  In any case, for one who sees color, I love how the moon transforms from that amber cookie to a small jet-puffed marshmallow as it rises further into the sky. Why does the moon go from being large to small as it rises? (and for that matter, why does the sun do the same?--answer: they actualy stay the same size, it's just that you don't have anything to compare the size to when they are not at the horizon) We're in South Dakota now.  Strangely no state sign as we entered, so I couldn't take a snapshot of it.  I'm curious to see what this state looks like in the sunlight.
 
Saw another shooting star; tried to see crazyhorse memorial, but the lights were off; mt rushmore lights were off so no use driving over there; checked into hotel and that's a day!


current mood: contemplative

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Sunday, August 9th, 2009
11:53 pm - Cross-Country Roadtrip Day 7 (8/9)
Day 7: UT (Moab) to CO (Denver outskirts)
 
late day today and was spent mostly just driving.  Woke up later around 9a, had a quick breakfast, checked out of the sleep inn, and then were on our way to denver.  Had lunch around noon, and tony had carls jr for the first time (six dollar western burger for him, six dollar regular for me).  I was still driving at this point; went to get some gas, got some gas, and then made our way to denver some more; our stop was in grand junction.  Then drove some more and then switched drivers.  Finally crossed into the colorado area and the landscape was changing from the crumbling red mountains and desert-like landscape of utah to a more brown rock, but very green (full of pine trees) and beautiful colorado river colorado.  We passed by many ski lodges and went thru a big tunnel past the continental divide; our highest elevation was around 11000 feet (at which point the full loaded car was having trouble scaling the mountain on I-70.  Made it to denver around 6 because of heavy traffic coming down on I-70.  Checked into the summerfield suites (hyatt) and to our surprise, had a two bedroom, two bath apt suite all to ourselves, courtesy of tony's hyatt points.  More beds than people. But really awesomely comfy.  Then went to the cherry cricket for dinner and met up with tony's old friend from ny, paul goldner. I had a gyro, tony had another burger (small cricket burger) and some beer.  It started thundering and there was lightening; then it started raining and then it started hailing and got pretty cold.  Interesting weather.  After dinner, we went back to the apt and prepared for tom'w. Rocky mount national park and a long drive up to south dakota for mt rushmore.


current mood: calm

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1:37 am - Cross-Country Roadtrip Day 6 (8/8)
Day 6: UT (Bryce Canyon) to UT (Arches National Park)
 
woke up early like around 8a and immediately made our way driving to arches national park.  Utah scenery is much different from, say, arizona or nevada.  A bit more green.  Still dry though, but with some small streams here and there and plenty of big mountains.  Some odd looking crop watering devices that water in a big circle (anchor a long tube on wheels to some central water source and then rotate the device around your field).  Plenty of livestock as well.  Made a quick pitstop in Richfield, UT, where there was a Walmart and we got some breakfast donut holes as well as some more water, fruit, and a new stereo cable for the ipod (old one was kinda broken).  Then made our way over to Moab, UT, which is just south of Arches.  Got there around 11 or 11:30a, and had a lunch at McDonald's (third pounder angus for both of us; the portobello for tony, the deluxe for me) and then did an early check-in around 1p at Sleep inn and moved everything into the hotel room.  we then made our way back up to arches national park.  It was quite hot (like 80-90) and still dry. Not as hot as vegas I suppose.  After a quick stop at the visitor center for advice on what trails to hit up and when, we made our way to the northernmost portion of the park and looked at a variety of arches there: tunnel arch, pine tree arch, landscape arch---the landscape arch is crazy long and crazy thin.  I think that'll be the next arch to fall, sadly.  We then made our way back to balanced rock (a rock that is sitting precariously on a little golf-tee-like support; really this was formed naturally because the rock below is softer and erodes faster than the rock above).  We then made our way to the windows section of the park and checked out the double arch--this was neat in that you had, well, two arches that started from different locations but ended in the same location.  And they were big. And it was cool.  When the weather cooled down a bit, we started our way to the delicate arch (it was maybe around 5p by this time).  A quick hike up to the upper viewpoint of the delicate arch kicked off our big hike of the day.  We then went on the main delicate arch trail.  It was about 3mi round trip and was a fun hike.  About half of it was on the actual rock face--hiking up a huge rock face and then around some rock with a precipitous drop to the left (well...not too precipitous, maybe 100ft?) and then the arch itself, which was quite delicate indeed. The arch was surrounded by a rock formation that looked like an amphitheatre or a coliseum.  It was maybe around 7 or 7:30p that we finally arrived at the car after hiking down the trail.  We then made some final quick hikes to the sand dune arch (a small arch tucked inside a small region between hulking rocks) and the broken arch (not actually broken, but has a crack in the middle and a pretty attractive arch too).  By this time, it was around 8 or 8:15 and the sun was setting and I was able to get some pretty good panorama shots of the sunset as well as a nice video of the sunset.  After that, we went for dinner at Eddie McStiff's--much better than the crappy lodge food from last night.  I had a portobello pasta and Tony had a chicken w sundried tomato pasta.  Was quite filling and quite tasty.  Then we went back to the hotel, washed up, took care of photo organization, and that's that.  Tom'w we'll be off to Denver!


current mood: bouncy

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Saturday, August 8th, 2009
12:31 am - Cross-Country Roadtrip Days 4-5 (8/6-8/7)
Day 4: AZ (Grand Canyon) to AZ (Page) to UT (Bryce Canyon)
 
woke up relatively early; didn't bother to eat breakfast at the lodge, just made our way to Page, AZ for rafting (12:30p appt); made a quick stop at walmart to pick up a sunshade and then a bit lunch (2x meatball subs, 12'' for me).  Then found our way to the colorado river rafting place.  We were pretty early so we decided to browse safeway a bit.  Then decided to head back to the rafting place; hung around there until they loaded the buses around 1p and left for the dam at lake powell.  It was pretty cool actually: in order to get us down to the river level, the bus took us on a 2mi tunnel trip through some gov't restricted property.  Pretty cool.  At river level (and at the bottom of what is glen canyon), we got to see the glen canyon dam from the bottom; also pretty cool.  From there, we got onto our motorized rafts (smooth water rafting and motor boats).  The water was quite frigid--47 deg farenheit, yet other than that, it was really really dry and hot and sunny.  So although we got splashed by the frigid water, it was quickly whisked away by the dry air.  We got to see the inside of the canyon and it was really crazy.  Like, it didn't look all that big, but really your whole conception of size was quite distorted (case and point: there was a plant that had a long stem sticking up with flowers (the plant is used in some sort of beverage and it only blooms like once every 25 yrs) and it looked like it was only lik 6ft tall, but really it was apparently 20ft tall.  We got to see horseshoe bend and, again just to see the size of the canyon, could see really tiny tiny people looking down on us.  The boat ride then took us to Lees Ferry, which was one of the few original crossings of the colorado river and was used a lot by mormons to get to one of the mormon churches and wed.  We also saw a sunken steam ship still with its boiler on there.  Our trip ended at about 5p at the mouth of the grand canyon, so we got to see all of glen canyon that could possibly have been seen.  After the rafting, we changed our clothes and had a dinner (beef tortellini for me, veggie lasagna for tony. slightly too salty) and then proceeded to bryce canyon.  Before getting out of page, AZ, we stopped to take a picture of lake powell.  Then we drove to bryce canyon pines and got there around maybe 11p, checked in, unloaded, went to sleep and were ready for a late day the next day.  During the car ride, I had planned our day in bryce canyon
 
Day 5: UT (Bryce Canyon)
 
started out late today, maybe around 9 or 10 we headed out of bryce canyon pines and drove to bryce canyon.  No breakfast really; cereal for tony and orange + breakfast bar for me.  First stop in bryce canyon was fairyland point (which we actually missed...we went to the visitor's center first, then turned around, went out of the park and went to fairyland point).  Then we took a picture at the national park entrance sign, and then went to sunrise point.  We then took the rim walk to sunset point.  From there, we went to the bryce canyon lodge and grabbed an early 11:30a lunch to make sure we had enough food in our stomach for our hike.  At around 12:30, we took the shuttle to bryce point and started our 4.7mi hike into the canyon.  All this time, bryce canyon was quite cold actually.  The temperature was maybe 80 degrees tops, it was sunny, but the wind was very strong and very cold actually.  So we kept pretty cool, though we still drank a lot of water to help keep ourselves hydrated in the dry dry air.  The hike itself was very good.  It wasn't really too strenuous (1555ft down, then 570ft up) and very scenic.  Definitely got to see our fair share of hoodoos.  This hike took us to actualy only about 3:50p.  After which we took a break, had a snack (yogurt and such), and then made our way to explore the southern part of the park, which was out of bryce amphitheatre (which was what where we had spent the entire day so far and where most of the trails and people are).  There were at least 5-6 lookout points, all of which we stopped at, snapped some pictures, and enjoyed the views.  Even tigger got a chance to see the view.  The last top on the southern end was rainbow point, at an altitude of about 9100ft.  We did a quick 1mi bryce pines hike and got to see another lookout point (with some weird name).  After this, we then pack ourselves up and drove back to the motel.  Then we had a very filling dinner at the bryce canyon pines restaurant (it wasn't all that great, elk burger for me and roast beef open sandwich for tony, but their pies were freaking amazing! I had apple pie ala mode and tony had a strawberry bananna cream pie).  The dinner was crazy filling and put us into a food coma.  So we went back to the room, washed up, and went to sleep.  Still need to plan out what we're doing in arches national park tom'w, which we will be driving to first thing in the morning.


current mood: accomplished

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Thursday, August 6th, 2009
10:15 am - Cross-Country Roadtrip Days 1-3 (8/3-8/5)
 Day 1: CA (Palo Alto) to NV (Las Vegas)

drove down from sfo area; tony drove first; middle of CA is very hot, very dry, it's amazing they can actually grow stuff there; many fields fallow and completely brown; a few patches here and there of well-irrigated fields; mostly nut trees (almonds?); lunch at arby's after which I took over driving; tony later took the reins and we arrived in vegas maybe around 5 or 5:30p, having originally left norcal maybe around 10 or 11a; grabbed a quick dinner at the venetian and then went to go see jersey boys at the palazzo at 7p; good show; didn't realize so many of those songs I recognized were in fact four seasons songs. around 9 or 10, show was over and we made our way out; went to go check out the wynn and the encore shopping areas and casino; also paid a visit to the 7 for all mankind shop; wynn is extraordinarily ornate; checked into the trump and pretty much just went to sleep from ther; the trump was a good hotel, very new, clean, and the room was large and had a good view of the nordstrom across the way, one building of the wynn, and the venetian and palazzo; most it was treasure island that you saw actually

Day 2: NV (Las Vegas) to AZ (Grand Canyon) thru UT

woke up and realized that the pool in the trump wasn't a lap pool, so tony decided not to swim; i slept in.  Had a great breakfast at Bouchon.  I had this french toast that was a bread pudding of sorts with some really soft bread that was french and the thing looked like a breakfast souffle (it also tasted like one too); it was very soft, had a bit of maple syrup, and had slices of apple inbetween the slices of bread pudding; plus I had a nice cold glass of milk; very satisfying.  We then checked out of the trump (valet parking only) and then tony started our drive out of vegas; I randomly discovered that wimax from clear was actually free (it was all over the billboards and we thought 'what the heck why not try').  Was able to quickly check some email and such.  Then made our way to the grand canyon; it was really really hot outside in vegas fyi; like a freaking oven.  Anyway, got to the grand canyon lodge at around 5:30 or 6p (after a quick pitstop in utal for some KFC lunch); mule ride check in was closed but whatever, there was a good view to look at from the lodge.  Then just decided to head out and go check in to the Kaibab lodge; unloaded the car, got some dinner (salad for me, turky dinner for tony) and then slept

Day 3: AZ (Grand Canyon)

 
woke up really really early to get to the mule ride checkin on time; I think I set my alarm for like, 5:20 plus two snooze bars; mule ride was like 7:25a; mule ride was fun, though it wasn't nearly as scary as it could have been because we were not hanging over the side of the canyon as the later part of the kaibab trail does (we only went as far as the tunnel).  The mules were extraordinarily farty, poopy, and urinaty.  I didn't realize that such big animals literally pee like a liter every time. Kinda gross.  and they farted a lot too (sometimes followed by poop). I think my mule was particularly flatulant.  Got back from the mule ride around 11a.  Had lunch (pizza); sent a post card to mom and dad; went on a quick .25 mi hike near the grand canyon lodge; then made our way to cape royal point and imperial point; there was a fire actually in the surrounding pondarosa pine forest, so we needed to get escorted by a fireman car (us and all the other cars that wanted to go too); the trees were quite burnt; there were still small fires going on (mostly set by the firefighters themselves to get rid of brush and wood), and the places that had been scorched were ash white (because of all the ash).  Cape royal was cool; got to walk over the angel window (which is this random hole in a piece of rock jutting out into the canyon that you can walk on); next up was imperial point--the highest point in the canyon.  took some pictures there.  all throughout this, I had been sleeping in the car from place to place because for some reason being at this high altitude/still sleep deprived makes me really sleepy. I had enough energy to drive back and tony slept; got back to the kaibab lodge; had some snacks; then went to the lodge and realized there was wifi; so took care of some stuff via email and whatnot; then it started to thunder and pour; there was a nice looking rainbow; played a bit of piano; played some Braid; then had dinner (club sandwich for me...only it was more like a chicken burger with bacon; turkey dinner again for tony); then went back to the cabin and washed up and went to bed; off to rafting tom'w!
 


current mood: awake

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Sunday, July 12th, 2009
10:59 pm - yes i still check this time to time...

Note to self
Epiphany to self
Realization to self

Pet peeve to self: wow since when did LJ start posting Ads on ALL journals? I thought that was only if you wanted access to other features.  I log onto my LJ today and find an annoying banner ad on the side.

*sigh

well..everyone is using facebook these days anyway.

mm...at least with LJ i can select my mood....like bouncy!!

current mood: bouncy

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Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
3:14 am - LJ is refreshing
Wow it's really nice to be able to look back on some of my thoughts even from this past May. Somehow I feel I changed a lot this summer even though I didn't do much. I fear I changed for the worse--or maybe just reverted to my former self after a 4-year hiatus.

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